May 2010
But I do, love you so much. So much that my heart cannot bear, that I stupidly threw everything aside. I put you before the world. That’s where I went wrong and I can’t go back. I know I love you more and it’s detrimental. You’ll take me for granted and one day, leave me like all the others have. I’m sorry for being such a burden. I don’t care if you can’t give me a luxurious life. As long as I feel loved and cared for and sheltered. That’s all I desire. That will be my every day’s strength and joy.
Love was never supposed to be easy. It is difficult. If you love someone, you would be concerned about your other half’s happiness, whether you are supplying enough love, care and concern. But you just want it easy. If I could be made secure by myself, I wouldn’t need you. I wouldn’t even feel this way. But what are you doing…? No. You do not care about my happiness. At all. If I could choose all over again, I wish I never loved you. I wish I never loved a heartless man who can sleep soundly at night while I am silently weeping. With no one to turn to.
WHAAAAAAAT!! WATAGATIPITUSBERRY! WHAAAAAT?!! WATAGAPITUSBERRY! X INFINITY
bingeing on b&j’s choc chip cookie dough………………. i’m like bored :(
Through every organ
Your brain is the dam
And I am the fish
Who can’t reach the core” —Lightness, Death Cab for Cutie